Showing posts with label soo saya pki emosi. Show all posts
Showing posts with label soo saya pki emosi. Show all posts

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Saya juga punya hati

bila kite duk bercerita sume benda, 
org kate kite duk tagih simpati,
orang kate kite ni nak tarik perhatian orang jer, kan??

tapi as a human being, layak ke kita ni nk judge org mcm tu?even ak pon pernah, ok,terus terang!
atau jiwa korang jenis jiwa batu konkrit yang mampu meresap sume benda, pahit, pedih, tawa, riang?
betul?

saya kenal jiwa saya, and bila saya mencrik "awak" yer...awak!,...awak hanya mampu kate, "Dugaan tuhan, bwk bersabar"
time kaseh byk2 atas jawapan anda sbb "sedarkan" saya.
mungkin "awak" lupa waktu awak meroyan bagai mati bini dahulu bukan?
manusia,..its normal.

mmg jiwa ni tgh kacau, dek sume benda,
so saya dah x crik "awak', saya crik MR BLOGGIE jerp!..
kalau kt sini pon org kate ak nk tarik perhatian org bace blog ak, pegi mampos, ade ak kesah?ad ak gune streamyx or unifi or berokband korg?ade?

lumrah setiap manusia inginkan berpasang pasanagan, sama ada, suami isteri, kekasih, kawan, sahabat, tapi saya sudah kehilangannya sedikit demi sedikit.

bak kata "awak", Dugaan Tuhan, 


ma'asalamah~

Saturday, November 6, 2010

afraid off..

dalam situasi ini,
tidak dapat ku mahu gambarkan perasaan ku ini,
tidak dapat ku luahkan segala yg terpendam di hati ini,

as usual, i will look for my "best fwen" Mr.Blog to hear what I want to fuck told him!..yeASS...
Gosh, i mencharoouut..!no!

May 2nd, 2004, stil remain in my minds when Lord came and take her,
Then, only my sis n my sis remain together, oldies oweys said, "kalo bertiga, mmg x tahan lama, mesti akan berpisah jua"

like it soo true..

example:

  1. Kak Long + Aniey + Big Din = Kak Long's "gone"
  2. Yoe + Emie + Big Din = each was separated!
i knew, God knew what He was doin' n i'm doin' fine with dat.

But now, like I'm very hard to let my sis go to another phase in her life, I knew dat she really want this b4 but i dunno either she will thinks similar what i'm thinking rite now dudes.

she was here everytime i need her,
she was here everytime i need to hold.

I'm happy for u sis for ur wedding
I'm happy,

but i'm afraid...afraid...

afraid u will not remembering me more,
afraid u will not recognize me more,
afraid u wont come back to me more,
afraid u wont at my side more,
afraid u wont listen to me more,
afraid u will change more...

dat soo...