Aku Anak Kampung

Stereotype Vs Discrimination

2012-02-02T20:44:00.000+08:00

it seems so long ak x update blog kan...
sume salah abang aku,
sape suh g potong stremyx kt umah?
miahahahha

btw, today I feel like to talk something that very make me sick of it,
I dunnow why and how, its really make me sick.
Teteibe tadi tgh on9, ada satu link yang membuatkan aku terasa nk klik n tgk ape yang terjadi,
you know what inside of it?

wah...xtaw la sekolah mane ko pegi, cikgu mana yg ajar ko, ntah2 Geografi pon x pernah amek, or Sejarah pon x Kredit koot budak ni..
ko ingt ni zaman Citer Merong Mahawangsa ke ape?
duduk atas pokok segala bagai?
heh...
marah mak taw!!

Hola 2012

2012-01-07T02:49:00.002+08:00

Today is already page 7 of 366 on 2012, feels like yesterday I'm finished my dips,
Oh God, only You know how I'm feel.

Nothing more as interested to be shared here,
nothing personal to be told,
I'm just feeling not ready to make the real "Big D" came back on this writing,
But then, I'm just can said, that I'm having a good life here with new friends, new environment and new adaptation,

p/s : good luck in your final exam, XOXO

tears

2011-12-19T02:16:00.000+08:00

tears,
it never ends how hard your heart was,
it never come to the end even your ego was a high ranked of it,

why in this world still existence in the real world?
i know, you are awwsome, awwsome for nothing
you are awwsome till you think all ur surroundings will think exactly like you are,

why you always put a story behind a timeline?
why you didn't put ur music in the song?
why?

I'm a human, same goes to you,
full of emotions but then can't you stop it at least for a day?
but then, can you think at least a secs about my feelings and my situations?
will you?

i think we are fair enough, you talk the shit thing behind me,and dont pretend i did not do the same too.
fair it right?

all i want is, just hoping Allah will shows you the right ways darls, the right path...

#kalau ak ni nk citer buruk pasal ko, byk ag ak leh wat, just simply like that!!...think it twice!

:)

2011-12-05T01:58:00.000+08:00

today gonna feel like half of my life release and free of everything, but them not finished yet,
i can't believed that i've abandoned my mr.bloggie for a long time,
forgive me,
will be back for you k...

syg kamu ketat2

Fuhh fuhh

2011-11-27T01:51:00.000+08:00

dah berhabuk da pon blog ak ni yerpp...
ermm, this kinda weird for me when not updating several posts in several months, SHIT!
opps,

memerlukan masa dan ketika untuk kembalikan sinar mood yang hilang entah kemana,

Dear Mr Bloggie, forgive me~~!!

put a blame on me

2011-10-22T03:43:00.000+08:00

what do you feel when someone that you trust enough pretending like knowing you just for one day?totally like just meet you couples of hours before?
what do you feel when someone is playing your hearts like a knife at your back?was you?
what do you think when a simple problem become a major part in your problema?
what do you think IF you the one who always put your ego at your ass and fright it away like a shit?
what do you feel when somebody is thinking you is the heartless?
what doe you feel when your hearts like been killed by the drugs that killed you at the scene?

do you ever put your shoes in my place?
do you?
do you ever put your fucking frolicking ass in my butt?
have you?

yupp, I'm the one who always making any bad things to you right?
I'm the one who should feel nothing even the knife was directed straightly to my heart?
and I'm the one who also put your dignity in a bad fucking thing.
yes, I'm the one.
I'm the one

hectic life

2011-10-13T00:41:00.000+08:00

its very hectic life since about a month starts a new semester over here, right here in Borneo.
with the class, with new classmates, new lectures, anything new i guess.

life ain't no easy at all,
its hard but i believe it could not be that hard.
aren't you?

but the good things is, i'm continuing my life here with colorful of life....
very colorful,
i ain't nobody, even a somebody

but the good one is,
its glad to know when someone appreciate you, as you are~

Heppy Bufday Buddy...~

2011-10-09T19:34:00.000+08:00

new place with new fwens, thankies soo much to Lord for let us knowing each other, well..heppy great bufday Lulu AKA Luqman Halid~:)

us, preparing the great ingredients for you

special ingredient..ngeee

for those who have~

2011-10-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

for those who have hearts,
they will think even once in their decision, even not related to their life as well,
let the reflection claims the the contra,
let the karma take parts in the life,

now is your turn, next or sooner it will be mine, believed it!

letih

2011-09-23T01:25:00.001+08:00

disebabkan keletihan yg teramat dan kesesakan nafas, ingin ak memaki maki semua insan yg pangai klishe gituu..

uhhh,

"muka penuh dgn ilmu"!!

Good Luck!

2011-09-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

sapa cakap duk umah 4 bulan x leh wat ape2?lallalala

to all my candidates UPSR, I'm wishing you all the best in the UPSR examination, hope u guys doing well on that day,

sedey teacher da nk tinggalkan awak2..sob3

25 Ramadhan~

2011-08-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

pejam celik, cekik menkedarah almost sebulan, da nk habes da puasa tahun ni yopp.
its gettin let us behind, how the time flies.

bagi pendapatan aku, da kerana esok da 26 Ramadhan, kompem2 lah kereta besau2 drik kota raya pulang ke kampong, dan da menjadi tugas ak dan sedara-dara ku tgk terlopong kereta besau2 masuk kampung..walawehhh....
"kereta anak sape tuuuuu"
"kerete gapedio tuuu"

itulah ungkapan yang selalu ak guna dgn sedara dara ku.ahaks.
meriah tgk org balik kampung jumpe sanak sedara, termasuklah sanak sedara ku yg bakal pulang.

semalam seorang kawan aku berkata : ko kene kuat din, ko kene pikir mak ayah ko ada dgn ko, aina ada, akak ipar ko ada, ramai yg ade sekeliling ko;

thanks for make me realize of the real world.
tabah atau tidak, kuat atau lemah, ak cuma manusia biasa yg tak akan mungkin kehilangan rasa rindu kepada orang yg begitu bermakana dalam hidupku.
tidak perlu memerli, atau mencaci,
ak x pakai ternet org pon,
ma'asalamah

hope this syawal gettin better~

itu termampu

2011-08-24T05:04:00.000+08:00

duhai hati, tabah la kamu di sana,,,

tenangla kamu bersama ku,

tidak tertahan rendu ku ini,

Al-Fatihah

please help me~

2011-08-21T01:51:00.000+08:00

bila ak mula2 mereng kt somebody ni dulu, ak ade post something kt blog,
then tetibe mcm mane ntah my ex-mentor ak tyme Diploma dulu manage to search this entry and create me this kinda of poem,
and i know he loved the poem so damm much.

Once...
I was there and watch the flow
i knew its time for me to pack and go
walk and head for the best to glow,
and i hope so, well u are not alone
you and i we can talk on the phone
share it all from the top to the cone
you can do it buddy, u wont be prone
coz you got it all like a king on his throne!

but persoalanya sekarang, could somebody explain to me what is all about and what the literally was?

berkecamok lara

2011-08-19T05:38:00.001+08:00

banyak bende nk terluah pabila teringat kt blog, tapi bile da bukak page, demmm!!!satu ape pon x taw nk tulis menatang ape, adoiii
but skrg kan duk tgk paper tiap2 hari duk tgk salam perantau, urghhhh....terkilan sungguh, law idak mesti ak ade kt dlam kan, wah2...bak kate cik atty "pointer is just a number".cehhh

tetibe di subuh yg hening ni, teringat pulak pasal overseas stuff. ni smua gara2 cik bapak aku tetuan haji jusoh buka radio klasik nasional n lagu Nora-hadirlah kekasih.umphhh!!

tyme kecik2 duk tgk citer "cinta antara benua" kt tv3 tiap petang after balik sekolah agama n terus pasang niat, beranagan noo ak tyme tu...xpe, cuma rezki jer belom sampi. da lenguh dah kaki ni duk turun naik turun naik pejabat MARA...ohh, i miss that moment.
dan,
saya sungguh rendukan kawan2 diploma saya tapi xtawla mereka rendukan saya or tak??ishh...

moga2 mereka berbahagia saja hendaknya di sana

beraya sejenak bersama gadis butterfly~

2011-08-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

lama da tak men2 tag2 ni kan, ade gak yg sudi nk tag aku....wehuu...tenkiu cik tinie hatta~
nama tag ni pon da ala2 Yuna pon ada, wahh.....shuke2..keh3...

so, let play this BERAYA WITH GADIS BUTTERFLY~

10 jenis makanan kegemaran di waktu raya.

ketupat nasi yg pure nye taw..
gulai ayam kampung mak
nasi dagang the most n only "mek"
kek coklat home made by me,or kanda, or kanda ipar
nasi ayam
almond london
lontong...pehhh, nk kawen ngan org Johor lah, ade sape2 sudi x?
tapai pulut..
nasi minyak mak2 sedara.
and off kos la air gas kan, tipu la law ak ckp x shuke.

malam raya punye pengalaman.

hmm, so far setakat ak blaja kt Great Land of Indera Mahkota, x pernah2 ak blik umah cuti malam raya ke ape ke even until da behijrah ke Borneo pon sama, awal jer ak balik..hu3

so biasenye malam raya, after berbuka p pasang pelita, law ada budak2 join sekalik men mercun,,,pheww..best siakk, then dlm kul 9 lebeh bermula la keadaan ak di dapur, wahh..Chef Wan bace ni menanges koot. rebus ketupat nokkks, masak gulai ayam kampung n tanak nasik minyak kt dapur together2 with my mum n sis n sis in law. but then tahun ni, ak dgn mak aku jelaaa, akak ak sorg da beraya kt borneo, sorg ag dlm pantang, sadis nyeee...

ada satu tahun tu, gelabah duk pasang langsir sampi ke pagi raya sbb x reti pasang koot langsir tu...

wahh, btw, this year quite be difference for me, ohh tuhan, kuatkanlah ak di lembaran Syawal ini..amin

so saya nk tag kawan2 saya...heee...

cik atty
cik yayat
cik hanif
cik junsu;
cik ali hanafiah

memoirs of Ramadhan,

2011-08-11T14:59:00.000+08:00

da masuk 11 hari dah posa tahun ni,

so lagi 20 hari lebih2 nk raya la kan...wehuuu...raye wehhh....raye koot!

dalam bulan2 posa ni, semalam ak terdengar satu iklan kt radio n it give me back the pictures from the past pasal puasa, lebeh kurg PSA la iklan tuhh...(Public Service Announcement) wahhh....kate dak commstudies, so kene la taw term2 mcm ni, hoohho

dlm iklan tu, they mentions;

"seorg bapa sanggup membawa n melayan karenah anaknya yg baru belajar puasa ke bazaar n membeli makanan yg dinginkannya"

terdetik kt hatiku, itulah ayah ak dahulu,

sungguh tertib n rapi perihatin nya terhadap ku pabila mula2 belajar puasa darjah 2,

skrg, betapa tua nya da ak rasa n still could not afford to give you something back, but that 4 sure one day everything will be achieved.

hope this Ramadhan is not the last and not the saddest for me n entire muslims, amin.

Roh 'mu' di bumi, ~

2011-08-08T15:31:00.001+08:00

salam Ramadhan uollls,
wahh, bajet2 ku banyak peminat ala2 Aizul Marcello kan...daaa~

hari ni da selamat umat islam berpuasa selama 8 hari, ade yg posa 13-14 jam,(normal), ada yang posa almost 19 jam (extraordinary yer kak lia nun di UK)..hu3..
but its doest matter, :)
cuma nk share, ak just baru dpat email drik hamba Allah ni, and she said that,

"Menurut satu hadith Rasulullah.. menceritakan apabila tiba bulan Ramadhan, semua roh berkumpul di Luh Mahfuz memohon kepada Allah S.W.T untuk kembali ke bumi. Ada roh yang dibenarkan pulang ke bumi dan ada yang tidak dibenarkan.Roh yang dibenarkan pulang adalah kerana amalan baik mereka semasa hayat mereka ataupun ada penjamin-penjamin yang mendoakan mereka. Manakala roh-roh yang tidak dibenarkan pulang disebabkan kesalahan mereka semasa hayat mereka akan terus di penjara di Luh Mahfuz.

Apabila roh dibenarkan pulang, perkara pertama yang mereka lakukan adalah pergi ke tanah perkuburan untuk melihat jasad mereka. Kemudian mereka akan pergi ke rumah anak2 mereka, orang yang mendapat harta pusaka mereka dan ke rumah orang yang mendoakan mereka dengan harapan orang yang mereka lawati itu memberi hadiah untuk bekalan mereka. Perkara ini akan berlarutan sehinggala tibanya Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Pada saat ini mereka akan mengucapkan selamat tinggal kepada jasad dan pulang semula ke Luh Mahfuz dengan bekalan yang diberikan oleh mereka2 yang masih hidup.

Di sini ustaz memberitahu hikmah adanya alam kubur. Alam kubur membuktikan bahawa Allah itu Maha Penyayang. Orang yang melakukan kesalahan semasa hayatnya boleh dibantu dengan doa orang2 yang masih hidup. Alangkah bahagianya jika seseorang yang telah meninggal dunia masih mendapat bekalan dari orang-orang yang masih hidup.

Oleh itu wahai sahabatku, jangan biarkan orang-orang yang kita sayang, yang mengadap Allah terlebih dulu daripada kita sepi tanpa doa dan sedekah daripada kita. Sesungguhnya apabila mati seseorang anak adam itu, terputus ia semua hal kecuali 3 perkara iaitu doa anak2 yang soleh, ilmu yang bermanfaat dan sedekah amal jariah."

jikalau benar ini benar2 berlaku, wahai kak long, ak amat merindui mu, Al-fatihah~

and here, we meet again

2011-07-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

banyak bende nk dipikirkan,
banyak bende nk di'terasa" atau sentapkan,
tapi hati saje yg menyimpan semua cerita, aren't they?

jujur dan ikhlas, life has thought me 1001 meanings of the living,
yet, sometimes i still don't get it.
orang cakap bila ada problem luah jer, luah jer, tapi pada siapa saya nk luah kalau xde orang dah sudi mendengar?I'm the human and i have the feelings. Jujur, i'm not to bored to listen all of your problems darls.

di malam yang hiba, selama 22 tahun ku hidup dan bernafas, khilafku dimana-mana,
dan saya amat merindui Allahyarhamah Julia saya, sudah 7 tahun kamu meninggalkan kami.hope to see you there, InsyaAllah

I'm Big D, and it linger as Big D!

2011-07-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

these entire week and days feels like an awkward day and time when every time is a flashback to the memory,
to the heartless feeling that been given to me, and the stupid understandable that people, yess, fucking people on me.
For the certain period of time, I've been fooled to myself, keep pretending on me, bout my life, bout my style and bout my feelings, and today i'm just can't get enough. its been sicks when everyone keep asking you whats happen to you?why ur fb's status soo stressful and annoyed when you just pretend like knowing me on day 1.
I'm sorry, i'm just need to get back on my track, the acting just like killing me, when no ones like care bout this tedious feeling.

a friend of mine told me, 'you just can't handle ur feelings'
yeahhh, like you know what happens before that, and it seems like you are the first creatures in the whole worlds who get to know everything.

I'm really attracted to write these quotations
"Good friends never and never just wished your birthday on facebook, twitter, or what so ever, it differentiate what your type and who are you to them"

Selamat Tinggal Kawan

2011-07-02T00:39:00.000+08:00

selamat tinggal kawan~

Name : Mohd Yahya Sulaiman
Matrix no : 27050
Program : Communication Study

makhluk inilah insan di Unimas yg pertama sudi menjadi teman baik ku..
thanks 4 everything,
adehhh, ngan sape lak ak nk menggila dlm bilik!!

Good Luck Yahye Anak Sulai, we gonna miss you!

Saya juga punya hati

2011-06-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

bila kite duk bercerita sume benda,

org kate kite duk tagih simpati,

orang kate kite ni nak tarik perhatian orang jer, kan??

tapi as a human being, layak ke kita ni nk judge org mcm tu?even ak pon pernah, ok,terus terang!

atau jiwa korang jenis jiwa batu konkrit yang mampu meresap sume benda, pahit, pedih, tawa, riang?

betul?

saya kenal jiwa saya, and bila saya mencrik "awak" yer...awak!,...awak hanya mampu kate, "Dugaan tuhan, bwk bersabar"

time kaseh byk2 atas jawapan anda sbb "sedarkan" saya.

mungkin "awak" lupa waktu awak meroyan bagai mati bini dahulu bukan?

manusia,..its normal.

mmg jiwa ni tgh kacau, dek sume benda,

so saya dah x crik "awak', saya crik MR BLOGGIE jerp!..

kalau kt sini pon org kate ak nk tarik perhatian org bace blog ak, pegi mampos, ade ak kesah?ad ak gune streamyx or unifi or berokband korg?ade?

lumrah setiap manusia inginkan berpasang pasanagan, sama ada, suami isteri, kekasih, kawan, sahabat, tapi saya sudah kehilangannya sedikit demi sedikit.

bak kata "awak", Dugaan Tuhan,

ma'asalamah~

BEACH A.K.A PANTAI

2011-06-17T00:34:00.000+08:00

so hari ni lepas mcm2 berlaku, and macam2 perasaan yang berkecamuk and i need to make something to make sure this feeling go away, yes go away!..
the best therapy for me is, going to beaches!...ooyeahh...

selepas beberapa kali duk dengar lagu Justin Bieber uhh, mmg hati da x keruan, tapi ak suke lagu tuuu...
mmg betol org ckp yang sesuatu berlaku mesti ada hikmah yang terselindung di sebaliknya,
I'm thankful for given the this feelin' before it going to insane~..

well, sesetengah ini mungkin cukup untuk melepaskan rasa pasaan ini,

haah, meh ak explain sikit sai pic2 nih oke, ak ngan makanan mane leh terpisah, so baru2 ni ak g mkan kt warong tepi pantai, ak jumpe cengkodok neh, 10sen sebijik, mak aihhh, mane nk crik zaman la ni, ak bedal byk2 terus, dah sonok2 bedal, baru pasan ad bilis dlm tuhhh!..gulp~

the one and only niece I haved, (act ade ag, tapi ntah hilang kemana).hahahha

kekanda ku and Aina...lalalallala

haah, sebenarnya anak buah ak ni takot pantai n laut, kene sumpah dek nenek mane ntah sampi meraung2 mcm tu, huh, tapi kejap jer...dpt pasir, x ingt dunia~!

ala2 Baywatch lak ak ase..lalalla

Subhanallah, ciptaan tuhan~

ada ciri ciri bapak mithali x??ade kan??kan??kan??

syukur ku maseh bernafas untuk melihat nikmat Mu~

we pictured all the memories together, its fun to see u growth darls...Aina Nabilah~

p/s-btw kan, tenkiu yer cik yayat bagik tips pic neh...lalallala

That Should Be Me

2011-06-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

hmm,
ak ni x pandai la nk menulis sehebat Cik yazith suAnnaz yang sememangnya ak agung2kan sejak dulu lagi, walhal diela yg tlg ak create blog ak dan mengenali dunia blog ini,
thanks cik yazithh...!

mmg kali ni entry ak xde motif, sbb ak nk gtaw yang ak geram tahap gaban ngan Justin Bieber,!huh
ade ke patot lagu die tu perli aku,
oii, xde akal ke?tapi xpe, ak suke!...hu3...
law ko nk taw lagu ape, That Should Be Me.
mmg atas batang idong ak beb!.

~padan muka~

HATI~

2011-06-14T01:25:00.002+08:00

its better for me to flown away with the skies~

dear my Mr Bloggie,

mungkin sudah cukup lama ku caci maki pekung ku kepada mu,
mungkin sudah begitu lama ku mencari satu hakiki yang lamanya tiada,
mungkin sudah lama ku inginkan kebahgiaan yang lama ku nanti,
mungkin selama ini ku berharap kepada percayaan yang penuh kepalsuan,

sudah begitu lama ku angankan satu, satu titik noktah,
akan pengakhiran penderitaan yang ku cari,
akan permulaan satu detik yang selama ini ku hilang entah ke mana,
Ya, permulaan yang tiada titik mula

mungkin ini permulaan bagiku,
permulaan bahawa merobah diriku,
menjadi sesuatu yang kaku,
menjadi sesuatu yang penuh tanda tanya,
mampukah aku?

tiada puisi dapat ku madah,
tiada syair dapat ku lagukan,
tiada sayembara dapat ku tulis,
cuma,
sekeping hati yg ku bawa entah bila,
sekeping hati yang menanggung semua derita,
sekeping hati yang rapuh dek kesetiaan,
sekeping hati yang tulus kerana janji mu,
sekeping hati yang bakal berkecai,
menuju Ilahi hakiki,

ma'asalamah,~

Hate!

2011-06-13T14:38:00.000+08:00

hmm, dunnow whats gonna happened to me lately, sound stupid, but this keep me thinking all the day,

this feelin', please go away, I'm hated it~!

p/s: Mohd Zulkifli Salleh, cepat2 la balik!!!!!

Lets Play 10 Things~(Day 10)

2011-06-07T09:30:00.000+08:00

10 final words, from me!

"you know what you wannado, and that you will do"...(Biggest Loser,AXN)

Lets Play 10 Things~(Day 9)

2011-06-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

10 ways to win my heart, hmmm

your smile, :P
say a word, eg : "sorry"
just be yourself,
make me surprised,
knew what i loved most,
knew what type of my heart was,
keep on persuade me, my petulant not keep lasting,
your sincere,
the memories, I'm weak of that
and last one, buy me the branded stuff oke, hahahha.(i'm not meant it oke)

Lets Play 10 Things~(Day 8)

2011-06-04T12:13:00.001+08:00

10 feberet songs, for me!

because you loved me, Celine Dion
my all, Mariah Carey
syurga dihati kita, Ziana Zain
dugaanku, Ning Baizura
naluri, Nora
khatimah cinta, 6ixth Sense
halo, Beyonce
kurnia, Noh ft Mizz Nina
gadis semasa, Yuna
and this one, really really really love dat~

Lets Play 10 Things~(Day 7)

2011-06-03T10:57:00.000+08:00

10 important people, in my life;

My father and mother,
My sister and siblings,
My relatives,
My buddies, (you know who you are)
My friends, yet new and old once
yet, they are freaking important in my life too

laugh,tears, tension, yes~~they are!

nothing to describe, awsome~

everything~

yes, everything

He, yes HE

Lets Play 10 Things~(Day 6)

2011-06-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

10 items that you can't live without ;

opp koss la henphone buruk kesayangan i, walau xde sape2 nk mesej, call, wajib ade ok
My dearest lappy, lappy first da "inlalilah"..sgt x suke oke!
internet connection, oo yeahhh, ..(idop jer lau xde ternet pon, cume x bape nak center)
then, da money...uhh,please be kind to me next semester oke MR.MONEY
my clothes, pants, boxer, attire, oooo my, I can't imagine how i was pictured without it~
FOOD..any types of it. (considered item ke uhh?)
my contact lenses, thanks a lot Fresh Look, without you, I'm a blind man.
my glasses when the lenses expired~
my fragrant, love to wear that!. it turns me on!
last but not least, my deodorant! the one and only "NIVEA for Men"

Cik Hanif Ahmad, ko da hari ke bape???lalallalal

Lets Play 10 Things~(Day 5)

2011-05-31T03:03:00.000+08:00

10 wishes...

I wish Donald Trump put me in their properties list,
I wish I'm good looking like "hero" Malaya, and all the chicks crazy on me, ooyeahh...(ala2 Fahrin pon da oke)
I wish my girlfriend look like Taylor Swift, takpon ala2 Faouziah Gous
I wish that i will have a pink of health forever, amin!
I wish that I will become popular someday, wahh....
I wish to have my own place like a castle, full by flowers, white roses...yark~
I wish yesterday would be my last saddest day, no more tears
I wish one day I would give something to my people
I wish that one day, sooner or later I will be one of the student there, UK and Aussie, that's my promise
I wish that my buddies here with me, even it just a minute.,miss you dam soo much guys (you guys knew who you are)

Lets Play 10 Things~(Day 4)

2011-05-30T09:52:00.000+08:00

10 Things I want to say, one person;

I'm sorry because you get to know me, more
I'm sorry because I'm get to know you more than I expect
Awak dari dulu, sekarang, dan bila2, saya harap awak tetap sama, x berubah,
Awak memang baik, :)
I'm sorry for hurting you for many times, always
You're soo sweet..but..
Why right know, you're doing such things to me?? Why?
and why we like been away apart, like not knowing each other, without a single word or "hello"
I'm hated when others talk about us,
I'm regret of what I have done, its too much..

Lets Play 10 Things~(Day 3)

2011-05-29T01:42:00.000+08:00

10 Things That I Hated.

Saya paling x suke orang poyo+berlagak pandai ataupon mmg da pandai
Paling x suke "backstabber"..FCUK
Then, someones who puts the blame on me when its not my fault, At ALL
I hated Mohd @#^an!
Sangat sangat tidak sukakan org yg pikir sal dieee jeee...come on laa!
Sangat tidak suke tgk org laen rapat dengan abg beliau, sbb saya xde yang tu!
I hated when i let the "shiny stars" flown away just like that
I hated when i say "i miss you, I love you" to someone who already assuming i'm dead, forever.
I hated when i need to leave all my beloved things, friends,friends,buddies, and family
I hated when i need to say "goodbye', cos it hurts, most!

Lets Play 10 Things~(Day 2)

2011-05-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

10 Things I loved,

I love my family,
I love my Late Kak Long, if...if, i will change my life for her.
Hmm...saya suke pompoan yang suke senyum n manis..ouchhh
Chocs, cakes, sweets, ohh yeah...bring it on, they are sweetest like me!
Err..saya mmg suke sentap.
I love the memories, it's abstract, once you know the memories, you know what i mean.
I love my buddies, my best friends, my friends, and also my enemies. Oh for the God Sake~
I love my money, for sure
Saya maseh sayangkan seseorang, siapa?Tuhan jer yg tahu...biarlah
Dan, saya sangat sayangkan mereka2 ini...

Miss Everything soo damm much~

She's the one and only Allah gave to me, :)

Mia Familia..:)

Best fwens, Buddies, everything~!

Everything~

Its a memories

Hundreds friends is not enough, but ONE enemy, its too much.."Life Is Drama"

*it takes times for me to get knowing peeps, usual,we are human~

Lets Play 10 Things~(Day 1)

2011-05-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

okeh, sebab x de keje punye pasal kan, dan takot cik ezzah junsu AKA cekgu matematik ak ni majok,so ak buatla permainan ni, best!...

ok, DAY ONE~

10 Things about me, (ohhh, this remembering me to my previous lecturer soo much!!)

Izamuddin Bin Jusoh @ Md Rohim, 22,..(jgn tanya ak asal bapak aku dua nama, mls da nk jwab)
Terengganunian, even xde pape la sgt compare to bandar besar2, tapi ada aku kesah?
Member2 ak panggil aku si "hati tisu"
Marah, rajuk, dendam ku hanya seketika,
Sgt rendukan akan kenangan, oo yeahh
Once you been my friend, it always keep on dat way..till da last breath
opps, lupa nk cakap, aku anak bongsu drik 4 beradik
Saya jenis yg setia, InsyaAllah (but cuma lambat tersedar mutiara di depan mata)
Love to travel, love to argue
And...Love English soo much!!

#*opp koss ak akan tulis bende yg bek2 saja sal aku, giler nk tulis mende buruk?akal ada??

Adil la sgt~!

2011-05-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

Hari ni x taw la nape ak penat sgt, nk kate ak marathon jogathon, ak duk kejar anak buah ak jer, tapi letih mak aihh...
tapi kan, dlm letih2, ak tersentap seketika pabila didada akhbar harini "Nenek ke tali gantung edar Ketamin"..
after i read all through, WTF man!!!...
dah sah2 nenek tu jadik "keldai" dadah, tu pon court xleh nk pikir ke?
come to your sense will u?
kalo la nenek tu taw, xkan la die nk g wat nek flite then tiba2 kene sekat kt polis immgresen tuu...
adoiii...
mesti nenek tu rela buat keje ape jer untuk tanggung somebody or cucu dia kan or perlukan duet sgt2..
adoii...

dunia oo dunia..., tali gantung?Allah mengetahui semuanya....

:P

Yes, You Guys Precious

2011-05-21T01:25:00.005+08:00

pictures tell you more than a words~

Wayang+Nur Kaseh

2011-05-19T20:19:00.004+08:00

hari ni saya dengan bangganya ingin berkongsi,

perkara yg saya rasa wajar dikongsi...

punyala lama kan ak x tgk wayang, walhal kt kuching tu MBO ade jerr...punyelah xde duet nye kan,so balik kampung ni, ak gasak jer g "Mesra Mall" walaupon dalm 2 jam drik umah aku...sadis tol!

Nur Kasih The Movie,

Film ni la ak duk tunggu2 nk tgk sbb drik first episod ak tgk, ak ase mcm best jer citer ni kan,sampila ke harini ak g panggung!

My first though on da movie quite blur on the first start when its just suddenly happened and all the sad scenes occured but at the middle, now i get what they want to show to us, and :

love and loyalty a wife toward her husband, never been replaced with anything,
Love, willing to do anything.
Love, willing to sacrifice anything.
Love, will heal everything.
Love, will con tray everything..

"Cinta Nur hanya untuk Abg Adam Sorg"...

lantakla korg nk ckp ak jiwang ke ape, but, this is my soul, no ones know it better compare me!.

p/s - sedih benor ak scenes last sekalikkk!!

Finally~!

lalalall~

Kanda ku Julia

2011-05-02T00:41:00.004+08:00

seems weird things happen to me today,

now i realize...yeahhh

dear family, siblings,relative,friends..

2nd May 2004, 12.30Pm

my lovely "kanda" telah pulang ke hadrat Ilahi buat selama-lamanya....

asakan bru semalam, but the reality, its already 7 years...

~Al-Fatihah~

she...during MBA's convocation..

Never Ends

2011-04-26T04:52:00.003+08:00

bila bercakap pasal kawan, mmg x pernah habes n x akan habes,
inikah hidup?
inikah yg dinamakan "life"

"Lord, seems like i never be been in this sort of life before, desperate till ain't no valued of the homosapiens in life, but if this will keep me happier in future, I will"

saya kurang ajar~

2011-04-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

sorry,

hari ni saya nk kurang hajar sikit~!

"ko ingat ak tahan sangat ngan pangai lancau fu#@h ko tuh??, mcm SIAL"

~sekian~

E.G.O

2011-04-19T02:38:00.000+08:00

saya x taw kenapa saya nak post sal mende ni malam ni, tapi saya perlu katakan sesuatu untuk perkara tersebut.

x kesahla ada org terasa atau pon apa,

cuma saya rasa sometimes EGO ni terlalu kuat, terlalu mengawal emosi setiap insan.

Lelaki -

Jgn nk ckp, mmg tinggi..ak sedar org x tgk ak sebagai "jantan" or "manly".

Ada yang ckp ak "patah", "pondan", dan ada jugak ckp ak ni "gay"..(insane)..tulun laa...gedempol koot.

tapi ada ak kesah apa depa nk panggil aku?

kenape lelaki EGO tinggi?

sbb ko "manly"

sbb ko ada "pen#$"

or sbb ko "macho"

kenapa?

masalah sebesar alam pon ko nk pendam sorg2..

its oke for me, but if it in front of my eyes, yes it bother me lots~~..

I love UNIMAS~!

2011-04-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

sedap bukan??

walahhh~!!...

thanks cik "iekannn"...

I lap u~!!!

walah~!

Foolish

2011-04-11T03:31:00.000+08:00

sometimes,
i was thinking,
why the world so cruel to me,
why the surroundings not too kind to me,
until i'm lost your trust...

everytime,
i'm play with the words,
i'm play with the emotions,
but are they knew it?

I'm just a burden...yet a foolish burden..

Mess Up!

2011-04-09T00:52:00.000+08:00

i am nobody,

yet, friends..even in your life.

i'm not perfect important, aren't you?

Life

2011-04-01T18:14:00.000+08:00

Living is HARD.

now i noticed it how hard to be living,

yet i'm not realized at all how it was going,

but back few days, one of people here showed to us how hard it was...

i'm not underestimated him for what he had done cos i believe that there is 1001 explanation on why he come to do that...

back to the life,

how hard it was,

how jerk it was,

how "klishey" it was,

how?

it give to me an unknown explanation,

it give to me an unknown perception,

it give to me an unknown people to be trusted,

cos,

your way make me worshit~~

LAUGH....JUST LAUGH...

2011-03-26T03:16:00.000+08:00

happily..
without thinking any else....

without care about the hurting heart...

without care about others thought....

without care what is surrounding....

without thinking who are missing you....

but does the rest knew what inside them,

does the others knew what they feel,

does they knew they keep hundreds of questions....

undefined!

2011-03-23T02:41:00.000+08:00

its undefined,
it speechless,

feelin' like whole world starts to talk bad about you,
feelin' like whole world being hypocrite to you,
feelin' like whole people staring you at weird things,

i'm talking bad about the rest,
but i'm the one who did it too,

i'm being to be ordinary too,
but....its undefined.

its too early to judge you, yet your life.
its too early to make u in my life,
it's just a starter..

yet, not in future..

again,
its undefined~!

Dear new boyfwen

2011-03-05T13:27:00.000+08:00

dear new boyfwen of my ex-girlfwen..

don't know whether u read this or not, but hope u always happier with her..

take of good care of her, especially....

mase nk lintas jalan, pegang tangan die erat2, minah ni gelabah sikit lintas jalan.
kalo kua ngan die, make sure bwk tisu lebeh, die suke pegang tisu.
kalo die dahaga, offer die air bikarbonat oren, die suke.
kalo nk kua ngan die, paki baju sedondon mesti die suke n teruja.
lepas balik dating, jgn lupe ckp "i love you".
kalo tgh msg ngan die, jgn lewat reply nanti die mula duk pikir bukan2.
kalo die ajak teman msg die malam2, teman jer diee...she's scared alone.
then, nasihat die suh pki handbage besor2 sikit, senang nk tumpang barang ko nanti.
sanitizer jgn lupe bwk.
then kalo bufday die, make sure ko org first yg wish.
kalo die tgh bz mcm mane pon ko mesti bagik semnagat kt die n ckp "awak mesti boleh" even ko taw die x mampu buat..hahahha.

selebehnya, ak harap korang berbahagia n getting better from me in previous...

semoga berbahgia~

When "it" missing home soo much~

2011-03-04T02:48:00.000+08:00

kunun nye study la kann...~

when feels soo homesick, everything will do to feel the same like home..

Emotions

2011-03-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

emotions,

how you shows ur emotions?direct?keep it on ur heart?

how you deal with that?

does sometimes u think that ur emotions sometimes annoyed the others even though u think that is totally jokes?

same goes with me, some people said i', emotional, certain saying i'm normal,

but the reality, only me and God know how it feels, how it help me to keep the others feelin even at the end of the day, it comes back to me,

p/s : next time, kalo nk buat muka, pandai2 la crik time n tempat, jgn disebabkan "kesentapan" anda, mood org len nk study hilang tiba2...pesanan pada dirik saya jugee......

~life is drama~(big D, 2009)

That we called life~

2011-03-02T19:03:00.000+08:00

salam, ~mode amat mereng memikirkan esainmen untuk dibuat pakai apa?type writer kah?? mereng~!

for the first time, i wannna talk about something out of my boxs today,

People, ara different from others, even how close you are, how bad you are, how good you are, we are differ from each others even the differences is smaller, but its still a big differences.
Our personality is our behavior but somehow thus people reacts towards their behaviour nowadays?

~you look soo pretty wearing that, but u are damm!
~you look soo pious into that, but u are BITCH!
~you look soo eastern, but you are FUC##R
~you look soo nice with tudung but "hantu kak limah" more pretty~!

thus, this kind of people nowadays occurred in our society,
plus,

Bila ada perbahan ingin dilakukan, tapi seribu satu persoalan berlaku dalam satu ungkapan, "Mengapa?"

~bila ada member kita da start nk berubah, kita mesti ckp "poyo la kooo"
~bila ada member kita start nk jadik baik "geli la sialll ko macam ni""
~bila ada member kita nk dekat diri ngan tuhan "pehh, ulamak sialll"
~bila ada member ambil berat akan satu sama lain "ko da xde keje ke??"

thus, is it wrong to be in the right path?

~this is my life, this is i want to do, and this is i will do~
~life is drama, (Big D, 2008)

TAG DRIK CIK TYKA GOH~!

2011-02-25T23:16:00.001+08:00

1. apakah status anda?

Single ag..hahah, ntah, sampai mati kot single!

2. ceritakan tentang diri anda.

me?nothing special bout me but i know something unique in my life and nobody can predict it cos it bottom in my heart n nobody knew,
just believe "life is drama"

3. ceritakan tentang blog anda.

blog saye??hmm...
kalo saya x puas hati ngan org, saya akan post jer dlm FB, sampi kene ambush tyme kpm duluh..hahha,
then kalo ak g jalan2, ak nmpk makanan tu sedap, terus ak post...!!nothing formal here, just escape in real world for a while

4. apa pendapat anda tentang blog?

for me, it's a good thing to be shared with someone and gain back their opinion either positive or negative ways.

5. nasihat pada kawan kawan yang baru buat blog.

starts from zero n u will become a hero!

6. nyatakan keunikan blog anda.

mesti ade post pasal makanan, kawan2, n maki makian!..sekian

7. sampai bile nak tulis blog dan ape impian anda dalam dunia blog?

ak x harapkan populariti pon, just selagi ade kudrat, ada idea, ada nafsu, n selagi emosi terkawal, i will~!

member member yang di tag

ntah..ak aser x yah laa..depa pon malas nk layan koot~!

Unintention

2011-02-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

dear mr bloggie,

sorry not being soo friendly with u recently..

rather than i'm doin' something bad on you,

better i'm turn off my mouth and keep the ears and eyes open without any doubt!~

that's better

TAGGED

2011-02-15T14:11:00.000+08:00

Peribadi Saya??

saya adalah : Izamuddin Jusoh @ Md Rohim, anak ke 4, manja, gemok, gebu, comel dan geli2 jerk.

status : single @ student

kalau bukan si dia, pasangan saya adalah : ntah, ade ke org nk kt aku??

CINTA

cinta pertama : cinta pertama saya muncul di dalam dewan besar KPMIM, Kuantan, sape??...biar saye jer yg taw

jangka hayat percintaan paling lama : 2 bulan, pastu break, pastu sambung ag 4 bulan, lepas tu break..pas tu??meroyan!!

sifat wanita itu : manis, comel, caring dan clumsy.

KERJAYA

cita2 saya : dulu kecik2 saya nk jadik pilot, tapi sebab mathematic saya pandai sgt, x lepas, then nk jadik Doktor Pakar saket Puan, tapi niat serong kan, terus Biologi x kredit,

saya berusaha : i'm become more interest in lecturing~

akhirnya : saya suke share ilmu saya, then saya nk jadik pendidik, inilah niat tulus ikhlas saya.

LIFE

dicso/livebeng/karaoke kenduri :x pernah ag jejak kaki kt disco, tapi mmg teringin!!..karaoke kenduri xpernah ag..one day i will~!

movie : kalo omputes ak suke yg tacink2, ag2 kalo citer yg Oprah suggest, kalo kt Mesia ni aku suke Cerekarama!

Sosial : Yes, i'm totally agree i ni jenis yg bersosial, tapi x seme org suke kt kite....lantak korg laa...ak x makan duet korg pon!

RANDOM

sexs b4 marriage : it's belong to ur perception, ur trust, ur taboos, P/sss..kubur asing2, pikir2 laa

parti politik saya : undi saya, hanya saya dan Tuhan saje yg taw

sms saya yg terkahir : texting my sis in law "cuti i bulan 5 ni, lambat ag"

baju saya pakai today : baju T-shirt coklat belang2...

ok, saya suke berkongsi dengan kawan2 blogger saya...

sila jawab ya kawan2 saya..

Lahawau!

2011-02-13T19:58:00.000+08:00

pegi mampos~~~~

lahanat!~

Hidup da Berubah~

2011-02-06T15:53:00.000+08:00

dalam hidup kita ni,

kita x taw masa depan kita mcm mana,

even kalo bebetol pon kita rancang bukan,

namun betol2 ke jadi di masa hadapan,

betollah orang cakap,

zaman kanak kanak la kita rendukan bila usia meningkat,

dan ak mmg setuju sangat even zaman kanak2 aku x la semeriah kanak2 laen skrg,

even x semeriah anak buah ak sekarang namun ak suke,

x perlu nk pikir pasal org len, just pikir diri sendiri,

tapi skrg, mmg kene pkir semua..

x pernah terpikir pon satu hari yang ak blaja kt Sarawak,

x pernah terpikir pon satu hari yang akak aku kawen ngan org Sabah and we drifting far apart...

miss u like crazy darls even bru jumpe pon..haihh...

inilah kebahgiaan dalam hidupku, walau badanku MAKIN TEMBAM, namun ku bahagia~

she's everything~

Sandakan, Sepilok~

2011-02-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

again and again, I've been there again, mawalas~!

uhhh, ak tenung jelah sutun bakar ni puas2~

comey kan kan??

sweet couples~!

i lap u very strong~!

Travel, Birokrasi, Delicacies

2011-01-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i'm start to think,

we lived in Malaysia, a place with full of harmony, full with the happiness,

but why certain things like not supposed in da rite place?

example 1, ak dtg ke Sandakan cuti dung dung dung chen, (raya cina laa), but then ak tgk tempat ni mcm x membangun lansung...bukan nk ckp kutuk or ape, but is this supposed the peeps feel after sabah join "Pembentukan Malaysia"?

Rite now in here, musim hujan, da mmg banjir, dan ianya amat terok sekali, and kenape baru skrg nk luaskan lonkang and what so ever? bila ada org da mati?

kite nk senang sangat nk tolong org negara luar, tapi pernah ke nk tolong rakyat sendiri yang maseh mundur, x membangun, buta huruf, buta teknologi...yg sebok2 nk tulun negara luar asal?..huh!~

okeh, when traveling, im love about the delicacies!!..haa, mmg xleh lari dgn aku...hu3..

my sis who turn to "sabahan"..hu3

this i like most just now, looked simple but HEAVEN...located at Sim Sim Road, Sandakan

Tommorow will schedule to Beluran and goin to Pedalaman which is where my sister n bro in law tough..
haihh, very scared to be there tomolow...aiyak aiyak

sorry~

2011-01-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

stop being irritated,

stop being bitch,

stop being not knowing others feelin',

i'm beg u~!

i'm sorry not knowing the others feelin' too,

maybe i'm not soo into others.

i'm beg ur sympathies, once again i'm sorry, sorry~

Cynical~!

2011-01-22T15:50:00.000+08:00

I'm too cynical,

I'm too stereotype,

I'm too in depends on first impression,

yes, i'm totally agree,

that was soo clishay and soo Izamuddin Jusoh @ Md Rohim,

in a cycle, i was on the top before,

i'm a good scorer,

even peeps oweys said i'm not,

i knew who am i,

not bother about your reason why and how,

now, the pain is here,

only now i feel when seated on the bottom of the hierarchy,

feels like a moron, dumb-ass,

mom n dad,

i'm owned you thousands of apology..

Stereotype: fatty guys always dumb ass hole, but it was't pointed to me~!

And you go...

2011-01-21T17:30:00.000+08:00

salam,

well, i need a good strength to write this up for couple of days ago,

only now i ready to write it here with my mr bloggie~

on the date 18th jan 2011, I've got text and calls from my hometown and it sounds

"Mok Ngoh da xde"

it quite make me a little big shock to heard that..

only 2 weeks ago, I've seen her doin' so well and soo god with her life, now Lord came to take her forever and ever.

still speechless, but this is the God's business and i'm definitely nothing to do with that.

From far, i'm prayed that all been blessed and peacefully go to yor new next world.

Hitam bt Muda, rest in peace, Al-fateha~

p/s..satukanlah kami kembali sebagaimana kami di dunia ini

susah la ko nk blah drik sini~!

2011-01-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

dulu kan, abg ni bahagis sangat dik, haaa...

abg x tipo pon dik oiii, mmg bahagia sgt,

tapi tu la org ckp, x reti nk menilai kan,

soo padan muka abg yg x bape nk machoo ni...

!!!!

she's too kind to me,

and maybe dats why she's not lingering here anymore,

but,

i'm a human,

i'm not a lappy when once u "Click" "empty recyle bin"

all da stuff gone.

it's not dat easy my ex gurl fwen..it's hard!!...

but thanks to you to give me the meaning of the love, even its not for us anymore,

tulis blog pakai emosi, soo korg nk wat ape??

what if~

2011-01-13T18:24:00.000+08:00

macamana kalo hidop ni x berakhir ngan indah?

macamana kalo hidop ni x panjang buat aku?

ada ke orang sedih kalo aku dah 'pergi"

ada ke orang kesah kalo ak mmg da x wujud?

ada ke generasi ak pada masa depan?

sempat ke aku tamatkan pengajian aku kt sini?

sempat ke kalo ak nk dapatkan dean list?

sempat ke ak nk mempunyai kekasih hati?

sempat ke ak nk merasa nikmat dunia ni?

persoalanya,

sempat ke ak nk taubat?

sempat ke ak nk clearkan dosa aku?

sempat?terlambat?

Dad~

2011-01-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

dear my lovely bloggie, thanks for being loyal for me to write anything here.

"daddy: bila besar t, g belajar UIA nuhh, balik jadik ustza leh ceramah sejik."

dat term still kepp it on my head and it comes over an over again, year by year, every seconds of my breath,

sorry dad, i can't fulfill ur dreams, and i wondering what keep it in u towards me..

but i'l promise to be a better people, better son~!..

that i promise~

Farewell 2010..

2011-01-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

first of all, Eippy New Year 2011~~!!

sepanjang 2010 ni, macam2 da hidop ku alami, pahit maung semua ada,

but like sometimes starts here, starts to learn adult's life..

the freedom dat i gained more heartless..

Januari: saya start pektikal as a journalist di New Straits Times K.trg, memang behavior saya time ni kurang havoc dan saya bermula menjadi nerd!..hishh, kene sound ngan org tu mmg biase la kan,

kene perli2, kene pulau...but ak ingt semua tu...but Mr Nelson told me, this is meaning of 'life'

March: saya kene serangan 'chicken pox' di usia tua, dan pada masa yang sama, nenek sedara saya atau pon 'tok wan nik' telah pergi buat selamanya, Al-fatihah.

April: bulan yang saya tunggu2 selama ni bila dapat berjumpa semula dgn kawan2 saya di waktu tyme hantar report di KPM..say suke2 sgt2...!!lepak2 di Tc sampai lebam dan jumpe semua kenalan yg saya rendui.pada masa yang sama, my buddies n i went to Langkawi for vacation..mmg superb..keyword nya, Banana boat, Abg JPA3, Car crashed, and ends with tears!..

Jun: bulan yg amat saya sedih apabila tiada apa2 tawaran untuk saya menyambung pengajian,

mood mmg down

Julai: nak kate heppy x la heppy sgt, tapi dpt offer degree di Uni of Malaysia Sarawak in Communication Studies, so i grabbed for it. Sedey la jugak tinggal family jauh2

September: mood raya beb..

Oktober: mood saya semakin gembira sebab saya g konvokesyen diploma saya di PICC...mood mmg nk pelok semua org sebb rendu nk mati!!

November: akhirnya penantian saya terhadap insan yang saya cintai drik hati yg tulus ini menemui jalan buntu..saya sedih taww...and official saya "duda"

pada masa yg sama, kanda saya telah selamat menjadi isteri orang..saya lagi sedeyy..waaa..

tapi itu hidupnya...terserah

Disember: starts to "down" balik sbb academic kurang memuaskan AKA tuuuttt!!

dan telah mendapat perkhabaran yg kurg baek akan masa depan ku..haihh

well. eippy new year!!

I still knew who am I, n I'm not Natrah~

2010-12-25T17:50:00.000+08:00

every time i try to walk, i can't

even how hard dat i try,

but still can't.

these i called "life"

life dat never ends,

life that will though me, you, us,

thanks to "you"

sometimes,

when i tried to let it go the the peeps,

but finally i was wrong,

i let it to the statue who pretend as PIOUS but NONE~

I still know my path, my believed, my life.

put away your Natrah's view.

I'm pure MALAYS,ISLAM!

Islam is my way, n i'm proud to be dat.

don't judge me ever, or even at once..u do not have any rights young man!~

even...

I,TOO, AM MALAY~

Salam

2010-12-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

heyy...miss u badly haa..

as far we depart, as faster the tears came down....i miss u~

we shared everything,

we shared laughs,

we shared tears,

we shared pains,

no matter what people keep saying about you, me, us,

bother them..

lets continue our life,

we did not ask them to fill our tommy,

hence, we keep in silent

without bothering YOU PIOUS BITCH!!!!...

kanda,

i miss u..

n not every single thing can put us apart

only HIM~

Dekatkan ku padaMU

2010-12-10T01:37:00.000+08:00

salam,

its too long i think since i put u a site my lovely bloggie, i'm sorry...hu3

byk cerita nk ku kongsi,

byk menda nk ku luahkan,

namun x semua nya ku rasa semua dunia patot mengetahui,

and yes, i'm agree wif dat~!

betollah org selalu katakan,

sudah menyesal baru kita akan ingt jalan pulang bukan?

it soo real peeps, i'm truly agreed...

in this world, nothing is easy, and nothing ain't no pain to gain sumthing,

Nelson Fernandez, 2010 "Yes, in dat place u r somebody, but outside here, u r nobody.."

dat words still linger and keep lingering here forever lasting,

and maybe, in future the whole world knew me, then on dat time u guys came to me and admit dat "YES, u r my fwen!!"..

Tuhan, ku telah jauh dariMu,

Ku telah tersasar jauh dariMu,

Janganlah Engkau jauhkan ku lagi....

Itu pintaku pada Mu..

H.A.T.I

2010-12-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

hati,

ia takkan pernah habes walau dimamah usia,

ia kekal disitu,

ia akan kekal...

ketika ini, tika ini dan saat ini,

ku dambakan kasih, kasih sayang mu,,

yang akan terus berada dalam dambaan ku,

dambaan mu,,,,

her story, part 1~

2010-11-27T15:12:00.000+08:00

Nov 25th, 2010

She's belongs to Nurhamid Abd Rahim

its all about her story~~

One of my favorite side~~

Finally~~

With Cousins~

this is all about her story~~

Forget You~

2010-11-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

from ur style,

i have known dat something not very well being there...

hope u will oke there n let the wind take my memories fly away wid you..

i'm happy wif my life here,

don't bother bout me anymore

Khilafku, salam aidiladha~

2010-11-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

GOSH,

selepas tidak tidor dengan sempurna selama 2 malam, dan sebentar tadi mengambil 2 biji panadol, 2 sudu ubat batuk, ubat selsema, maka saya TING TONG dengan jayanya untuk beberapa jam..uhh

celik2 jer mata, teringat satu benda yng ak xnk ingat dah, tapi teringat gak,

bahawa esok adalah HARI RAYA HAJI beb...

ape nk buat, bak kate sedara aku, "tinggi sangat ke darjat ko nk batal raya haji?"

haishh, setempet kene atas dahi.!

biasa2 kalo tyme2 mcm ni, ak mmg da lama "membuli" mak aku suh anyam ketupat nasi, sbb mak ak jer yg pandai anyam, ak x reti!!! nk rebus yg segera rasa x sama beb!!..soo, ak "buli" mak aku!..hohoho

satu ag, kalo da senja2 gini, mesti bapak ak panggil suh pegang ayam tyme nk semelih, mmg ak jerrr, xde org len, tapi ak suker!

hahah,mungkin itu adalah kemahiran untuk hidup yg perlu ak pelajari mungkin...

dan dimalam hari bersama sama ngan akak ku yg mereng masak gulai ayam kampung, ketupat nasik, buat kek coklat sikit....then merapu rapu...

but, this years, seems it just different from the past,

inilah pergorbanan ku,

inilah khilafku,

inilah hidupku

~salam aidiladha, 1431 hijrah~

ketupat nasi bondaku~~

Impian ku...ntah kemana?

2010-11-11T04:15:00.001+08:00

Melihat kepada passport saya mungkin anda ingt saya berada di luar negara bukan?sambil pki baju bulu2??

cita2 saya begitu menggunung,

hebat!

x salah nk pasang cita2 yg begitu hebat, namun akan kesedihan akan pabila tidak mampu untuk memilikinya dan menaklukinya bukan??

saya bukanlah sehebat kawan2 saya yg laen, (tidak perlulah saya mention sape2)

tapi saya x la seteruk kawan2 saya yg belagak gila bab#...teeettt

nanti ak frame kasik anak cucu ak tgk!

kerana ketidak berapa pandaian saya, saya terpaksa lupakan impian saya

University of South Australia, Bachelor of Applied Language and Inter cultural Communication
University of Greenwhich, Bachelor of English Studies
University of Buckingham, Bachelor of English Studies for Teaching
Bond University, Queensland, Bachelor of English as International Language...

MARA sungguh x bek kerana x bantu saya tyme nehh..sob2, but its oke, cos rite now, i'm in oversea too perr..SARAWAK~~!!

tadaaaaaaa~

Susah benor duk Borneo nehhh

well, i'm not kindly want to show off, but sometimes i need to change others perception that FATTY not as dumb n lazy as what u think ~!

daa

afraid off..

2010-11-06T15:23:00.000+08:00

dalam situasi ini,

tidak dapat ku mahu gambarkan perasaan ku ini,

tidak dapat ku luahkan segala yg terpendam di hati ini,

as usual, i will look for my "best fwen" Mr.Blog to hear what I want to fuck told him!..yeASS...

Gosh, i mencharoouut..!no!

May 2nd, 2004, stil remain in my minds when Lord came and take her,

Then, only my sis n my sis remain together, oldies oweys said, "kalo bertiga, mmg x tahan lama, mesti akan berpisah jua"

like it soo true..

example:

Kak Long + Aniey + Big Din = Kak Long's "gone"
Yoe + Emie + Big Din = each was separated!

i knew, God knew what He was doin' n i'm doin' fine with dat.

But now, like I'm very hard to let my sis go to another phase in her life, I knew dat she really want this b4 but i dunno either she will thinks similar what i'm thinking rite now dudes.

she was here everytime i need her,

she was here everytime i need to hold.

I'm happy for u sis for ur wedding

I'm happy,

but i'm afraid...afraid...

afraid u will not remembering me more,

afraid u will not recognize me more,

afraid u wont come back to me more,

afraid u wont at my side more,

afraid u wont listen to me more,

afraid u will change more...

dat soo...

Mak, I rendu~~

2010-11-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

somehow, i'm tried very hard to push it away this kinda of feelin'

but seems it wont go it away,

at least i know what is "rendu" is all about.

during this time, kinda of missing mom so high...

miss her cooked

ohh ayam gulai kampung...

well...this is life~!

Memang Sukar!

2010-10-16T03:12:00.000+08:00

salam,

setelah entry yg lalu agak reda dan ku telah kembali tenang,

kini ku kembali dengan entry yang baru..wehuuuu(alangkah bagus jika semua masalah boleh dibiarkan begini)

lately, mcm ku x dpt nk terima hakikat oke, amat xleh nk terima hakikat,

first when my baby little modem brodband pecah pabila dihempap lappy ku!..oh nooo!

tamatla riwayat jasamu pabila berada dengan ku hampir setahun 3 bulan..ohh...

welcome my new modem (credit to ali cos sold it to me!)

then, ak x dpat nk terima kenyataan, nape la Sarawak ni cepat sangat gelap??

uhh, 6.30pm da memang malam yg gelap gelita, padahal aktiviti petang ku baru nk bermula kalo lt umah

then, nape subuh sini cepat sagt?ohh...memang selalu terlajak oke..haihhh

then, nape kaki ku yg salet tu kembali lagi pabila ku disini dan bukan dirumah?

amat rendukan rumah oke...

hmm..when it will finally ends~

U guys around me!!

2010-10-10T15:07:00.000+08:00

some people said, when you turn to have the problems, find someone that can be a good listener to you,

somehow find the empty place and keep it out and scream out loud your voice there,

but somehow, it will be nice if you can put a writing in a canvas or blogging, and let the rest will finished it.

For the Generation Y ers, u know who are you rite, u can't live without fwens in ur life, so than i,

fwens is everything in me, until we forget that sometimes we have ur family, n fwens really take a major part in my life. But it doest mean that i put aside my family, family is a family and it never be apart from me!

Friends, when we talked bout it, it never ends, )i talked to Ali Hanafiah before in da past)

but now, it seems like was happened to me again, what a karma or fact?

To advise peeps it totally easy, but when it comes and stabbed in ur back, what u will do?

there a phrases from me, "yes, you are my friends, yet not my buddies, "

if they are your buddies, they won't be doing such thing to you like this~

come on fwens, what are the other things you want me to do?

even u in a black spot, i never doin this to you darls.

if you want me to count, i'm totally will insane to count how many times u hurts me,

but when it comes to you..u simply jump to conclusion that I'M TOTALLY WRONG!!

to be here, i'm grateful to learn one of the course that never been thought in any classes even in the Oxford University, is about "friends"

today, on 3.22pm, P39, Seroja College, i'm deadly starts to miss my buddies soo much!.!!!

Mohd Firdaus Che Haron AKA Puake Tebing Biru..amat puaka oke..hahha!

Cik Share...even kejap, but u know how great impacts in my life!

Mama Ayam kuu!!!..miss ur jokes!

Cik Ali, haihh, u know everything!

n rest of u guys!!..miss u badly!

PERIH~!

2010-10-08T01:34:00.000+08:00

salam,

malam yg sepi ditemani air hujan ku termenung di tepi Jendela Seroja,

haihh....

itu saja yg mampu ku ungkapkan,

bak kata orang, luahan rasa mampu mengurai segala rasa yg terpendam, tetapi sesekali ia amat menyakitkan hati pabila ia diluahkan pada jiwa yang x mengerti!

amat pedih!~! PALING!

Ak x mintak simpati, ku hanya minta memahami,

Ku x minta sanjungan, ku hanya minta difahami,

namun??

will I??

2010-10-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

salam,

it seems very2 long time ago that i did not update my blog, haishh...!!

today, a very official fever i have after in Sarawak, huh...biaselah, I ni anak manja sikit.

hu3...

amat sedeh oke bile saket demam di negeri orang, even duk kpm dulu xde nyer ak nk feeling gini2, apekah??

since to be here, i dunnow where to go, what to do and as well with the people, ooo yeahh!!..

was wondering "will I finished my first degree very well?"

hmm...

but thats very limited tyme only,

let me cried and suffering first n enjoyed the luxuries next...

WARNING!!!

2010-09-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

salam,

cintakan pada wangian, ia tidak kekal selama-lamanya

cintakan pada rupa, ia tidak secantek selamanya

cintakan nafsu, ia akan pergi jua...

cintakan jiwa..harapkan ia kekal.

dulu time awak kate "rendu kamoo laa" saya lak dalam hati "gedik tol pompoan nih"

dulu time awak kate "i miss u"..saya kate "hmm"

dulu time awak kate "i love you" saya kate "hiss,diam2, nanti org dgr"

sekarang..saya hilang semuanya...

it's too late

2010-08-28T03:26:00.000+08:00

salam,

ketika mata ini sudah mengantok dan mahu lelapkan mata,

ada sesuatu benda yang bermain dalam benak hatiku,

yess, "she"

and thanks to her as well cos make my day like a nightmare,

how many boxes of cigar do I need to take to release it?

i keep wondering, is this the way u want to rebel to me?

or u just keep smiling to see me dying like this?

or it just not a big matter for u

iloveyouasthewayoulovemebefore...

TEN THINGS I HATED BOUT ME?

i hated when i take it back my love
i hated when i take it back my love for the second time
i hated when i realized its was too late
i hated when i felt this kind of feelin
i hated when i kind da miss u deadly
i hated when i started to cry bout you
i hated when i just ignored you
i hate when i keep thinking bout you
i hate when i keep mesagging you
i hate when i keep callin' just for u

bigdelicious

2010-08-21T01:55:00.000+08:00

salam,

hari ni, sudah genap ku 3 minggu ku berada di bumi kenyalang,

Ya Allah, sumpah ak aser mcm da berbulan2 ak duk sini..nape ntah!

seems lots of story wanna share, but i dunnow how to starts,

still thinking, am i choose the rithe path of the truth now,

will i am survive in this world that i'm dreaming b4?

am i will reach dream that i dreamed b4?

haihh, byk mende tol bermain dlm2 benak ku,

tapi yg paling best bila ak g kelas then salah masuk lab Biology,

oke, mmg i nk jadik doktor dulu, tapi x lepas oke, so jgn nk menkucing i oke.

then bile nek lift, slah trun level then buat2 nk pegi tempat yg dituju even it level ground and technician mula pandang slack ngan aku..

hahha...teeeett

nk pegi library kunun, then turun tempat yg jauh berbatu2 lak jalan kaki even sebelum tu bas da berenti kt depan library tapi x turun!!..adoii

nk pegi kelas yg betol2 depan mata pon ak lalu ikot jalan jauh even kelas tu sebenrnyer dah depan mata, xpe, good exercise big din!..

so, makanla ayam goreng n kuah kicap lagi every single day...!

why?

2010-08-15T14:48:00.000+08:00

salam,

even though peak of esainmen waiting for me to be done, but it can be hold,

hu3..

just wanna share,

"people change, even they give u 1001 promises, but it a lies, take care of the heart,take care of the feeling,n then people won't noticed bout it."

iloveyouasthewayyoulovemebefore!

enough is enough..!

2010-08-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

salam,

haihh...baru ak rasa ape itu kesedihan,

semua benda ak nk cepat2 feeling skrg,

rendu mak,ayah,kanda2, dan yg paling sweet aina,

rendu pada buah hati pon ade jua...x kurang teman2 dulo2..

wah, sungguh byk air mata ku titiskan kebelakangan ini.

hope i will strong enough oke..

Faranisa Nadia, Rohani, Aina, anda tiada pengganti!!

2010-08-08T00:28:00.000+08:00

salam.

tiap bicara dimulakan dengan semua klimah NYA,

menunjukan betapa kerdil diriku di muka bumi ini..

lantas alpa dalam memikirkan MU...

Detik 12.29 am ini, hatiku terusik sambil teringat akan kenangan manis ku,

teringat akan nostalgia periode perjalanan hidop ku yg sometimes ku sendiri tidak mengetahui kemana arah hilangnya.

Detik ini ku teringat akan kenalan pertama ku di Kolej Profesional MARA Indera Mahkota,

Faranisa Nadia Mohd Azhar, yess, i still remembered her full name and her face 100 percent!!

Yes, she's just gorgeous for me, yet in my entire life..thanks for been my bestie even seems lots of difficulties tries to vanish us...!

Thanks for everything mek anis!!!

yet, i miss my sis n niece soo damn much!!...

miss u guys!!

my sis n niece...aloolololo......

Mek Anis....!!!

I'm survival!

2010-08-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

oke..

seems nk pegi further Aussie n Uk da x dpat sebab xde loan n ayah i x nk jual kambing2 beliau,

so i further la dlm mesia...(nk sedapkan hati kunun)..hu3

tapi dlam mesia2 pon nek gak pe flight, uhh..over the sea la jugak tuh...

hu3

firstly, when i'm been here, its like a culture shock for me when foreigner lecturer give a talk in lecture hall, uhh...

ak ni duk Malaysia ke x ni?

Sarawak Malaysia ag kan??

uhh, sungguh indah slang British and India beliau sehingga terbelit2 otak ku hendak memahami..

Wonerewoooo....

Rase sayu pon ade gak bila da sampi sini,

haihh...

xpe Bigdin..!!

Baek aku menangis sekarang drik ak menangis kemudian hari..

new life..new environment..new psycho!!

2010-07-31T15:56:00.000+08:00

salam,

seems a long time dat i did not update my blog.

bukan ape, tiada mood dan tiada semangat untuk berbuat sedemekian,

benarlah apa dikata,

"indah khabar dari rupa"

Today, da masuk 3 hari dah ak kt bumi kenyalang,Sarawak.

First mmg sukar nk terima bila org bercakap bukan dgn bahasa baku

but..uhhh...redha jelaaa

Sarawak totally gojes n terutama Kuching n termasuk org2 nya, ramah tamah!!..

superb...

but ape yg membuatkan anda rasa DIPLOMA students ni pelik plus2 ag student RAYUAN??

are we not qualified enough??

is it??

thanks guys

2010-07-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

malam ini,

saya rasa semakin tenang.

terima kaseh teman2 dan sahabat2 sekalian.

anda membuat jiwa saya begitu aman dan mula berpikir secara positif.

terima kaseh kerana sudi menelefon saya, tidak kurang yg membalas n memberi mesej yg tidak putus2 kepada semangat saya..

Sapix, Mak lang, Qila, Yana, Syakir, Yoe,

thanks...

New Concept

2010-07-10T09:15:00.000+08:00

rite now better for me to apply the "pegi mampos" concept.

its very sicks peeps when i'm the only who need to take care of every single thing plus in their personal life as well,

WTF!!

ikot suke ak laaa ak nk ckp ape pon,

wall aku,

blog aku,

P/s: sorry..can't tell the reason why i become very emolitious !!...

but, true fwens, true buddies, u know what i mean, n it never pointed to u guys!!

rendu nk melantak gini2 ngan Daus aka Arasso!

Janji Kekasih or Janji Bertudung?

2010-07-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

salam,

entry kali ni, ak nk gune sikit angle2 yg aku belajar tyme ak bergelar pelajar kat KPM dulu,

yaaa....thanks to madam teet yg ajar saya General English and how to critics da muvie or play.

so lets go through with this story.

maybe korg ada tertengok cerita kt tv3 dalam slot Zehra yg name "Janji Kekasih"

Here i really attracted to critics the play in the movie,

sometimes menyakitkan hati gak..

Listen, Jue Aziz dlm citer ni pegang watak budak motor yg free hair la kunun2,

then korg perasan x apa semua org judge die?

ape seme org pikir sal die?

then ape lak yg org pikir ttg org yg bertudung bak Ayu Raudhah tuu?

kunun2 baek la sangat kan..

Whats wrong with this people nowadays,

Sesuke hati nk judge org yg FREE HAIR ni mcm SIAL?

haishh...memang ter"emmo" laa ak malam ni sejak2 x dpt nk sambung belajr ni kan..

hu3

Bukan la ak nk ckp yg ak suke sgt kat Jue Aziz tu, x suke ponn, but the perception towards her sometimes really stupids and make the women who wear scarf like an angle..

ohh, for the God sake,!!

ter"emmo" lebeh sudeyy...

Semakin Lemah!

2010-07-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

Oh tuhan,

tolonglah kuatkan iman saya, hati saya

saya seperti hilang arah..

saya memohon untuk secangkir titisan mu...

hajatilah, berkatilah...

3rd July, its hard!

2010-07-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

today is 3rd July 2010 bersamaan 20 Rejab.

banyak kenangan di tarik ini,

Pada 3 tahun yg lampau, saya telah mendaftarkan diri di sebuah institusi MARA,

tapi tahun ni, saya hanya melihat kawan2 saya sahaja mendaftar di IPTA mahupun IPTS

Harini saya just mendengar luahan hati kawan2 saya yg mendaftar di USM, ade yg dpt satu bilik,ade yg dapat depan bilik..

tapi saya, just terperap dalam bilik berteman air mata!

:((

Yana Qlah!

2010-07-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

malam ni saya nk tulis serba sedikit tentang kwn2 saya...

kawan yg saya rasa begitu beharga bagi saya dan mungkin saya sudah tidak berpeluang untuk hang out bersama-sama beliau agi...

mereka adlah segalanya bagi saya, mereka ada di samping saya ketika say sedang berdukam

ketika saya sedang gumbira dan begitulah sebliknya.

Ketika mereka gembira mengecapi bahagia, mereka tidak pernah lupa terhadap saya.

Jelas itu semuanya terbukti, berkawan kerna ikhlas.!

Jelas semua itu bagaikan tidak bermakna bagiku kerna semuanya bagai hancur berderai...

Kapankah kita bertemu lagi wahai sahabtku...

kapankah...

Liyana Sulaiman,

Aqilah

jelas mungkin tempatku bukan bersamu lagi bukan..

wish u all da best!!...

Bachelor of Arts ( Translation and Interpretation )

shoping for dinner together...

Grouping n same color to class...

but now i'm not wif u gurls!....

soo long n see u again

Alam Media??

2010-06-30T13:09:00.000+08:00

first of all, saya mintak maap kt Cik Ali sbb saya x jawab ag tagged beliau..

sowila derr, xde nafsu ag nk jawab haa...keh3

sometimes kan, idop ni bukan la seindah yg nk dikhabarkan,

ntah ape la yg ak mengarot kali ni pon ak x taw

Ni mungkin disebabkan malam tadi ak tertengok Mardiana atau Diana atau Kak Nana di dlam slot Buletin Utama malam tadi.

Now her dreams become true bebeh..

But that not the point,apa yg saya nk ckp ialah idop di alam MEDIA bukanlah seenak yg dilihat oleh mata kasar.

itula kata2 dan pendapatku.

Melihat kepada penglibatan ku di alam MEDIA, haihhh....

Jika andan mempunyai full package,

#santek

#hensem

#tidak gemok seperti saya

#dan pandai mengedik

#dan juga berbakat

percayalah, anda mampo idop dlm alam media yg penuh kehiprokitan.

sowi to say dat, but itu yg i tempuhi....

A place i call To Hide~~~

2010-06-29T15:22:00.000+08:00

bila dah xde keje ni, asyik duk teringat mende2 lampau jerw..

he3...padahal nk ckp umur da makin tua...huh!

dulu2, tyme say kiut miut dan amat comel, saya selalu lari darik mak saya sbbmalas nk mengaji and taw tempat say menyorok kt mana?

huhu, dlm JAMBAN oke..saya suke sgt duk dlm jamban, bukan jamban mcm jamban skrg ni, jamban ala2 kampung dulu dulu oke...

wah....

teramat suke g2...

sampaila ia terbawak2 ketika saya membuat pektikal di NST...teeet...

selalu mengelak drik bos drik duk nampk saya duk sesaja, soo saya duk la dlm toilet ofis lelama

dan acapkali jugak la saya masuk dlm toilet...

time kasih mak cik cleaner!!...

:))

anda pula bagaimana?

second TAGGED from Ali Bass...:))

2010-06-27T16:05:00.000+08:00

1. Adakah anda rasa anda hot?

-dlm dunia ni, i need to believe myself oke, I mmg HOT...setakat kalo Aaron Aziz tu apa la sgt kan...Ak ag HOTT OK!!

2.Update wallpaper laptop yang anda guna sekarang?

3. Cerita pasal gambar ini

- Pic ni sal vacation kami after College tyme at langkawi...sumpah mmg best tyme nih..sume ade!!!

Nek banana boat, kabel car, car crushed...hahahha...haihh..miss u guys a lot!

4. Kali terakhir makan pizza.

-semalam kooot...hahha,tapi amat x puas hati sbb cheezy lava die tetibe jadik kecik!..nyampah tol, xreti masak pizza ke weh!!!

5. Lagu terakhir yg anda dgr.

-Pixie Lott, cry me out loud sbb tyme tuh I'm broken hearted...sob3

6. Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini.

-sedang menengok 702, Hallmark Chanel "life unexpected"

7. Selain nama sendiri.anda di panggil dengan nama apa.

-xkan la x taw koot,

#Big DIn

#Big D

#Big Mama...(Big mama????)

#Bidin

#Pok Din..(ni anak2 sepupu ak panggil oke)

#Ayah Sue...(Ni Aina yg paggil ku oke, wish Alisya also will call me the same in future..Ayah Su rendu kamu ok Alisya Bathrisyia)

8. Tag org?sape yg nak kena tag

-haihh....sapa ag ekk...

ali...( Ak pass blik kt ko) hahah

yayat

husna

mak lang

aqiela

9. Siapa orang number 1 pada anda

-haishh, baru ku paham soklan nih..,haihh...die seorg pengurut kaki yg bagus dan juga seorg teman yg suke berkarok ngan aku...he3

10. Katakan sesuatu pada orang number 5

-ak suke bila Qiela nyayi keling!

11. Number 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa.

-hahhaha...of kos la dgn Subhi!!!!...teeetttt!

12. Bagaimana pula dengan org number 2.

-die suke mereng n bengong2 bersama..hahha..mmg pecah pewot kalo bersama beliau!

13. Kata-kata cinta pada orang number 4.

-mak lang, even ia amat pedih, just make a picture of the memories ok!

14. Berikan 5 fakta tentang orang yang anda tag.

-suke berjalan2

-gila2

-blogg addicted

-jiwa kental juga

-dan juga percaya pada "life is drama"

TAGGED frOm A.L.I B.A.S.S

2010-06-27T12:56:00.000+08:00

1. Apakah nama blog anda dan kenapa anda memilih name itu ?
insandesa,kenapa ak pilih nama ni????

ikot suke aku laaa.....(boleh tak)??hahah

2. Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu ?
http://insandesa.blogspot.com
hmmm....blog ni idea cik Husna Ahmad lar....so ak mcm jeles ngan blog die, so ak pon wat la blog senirik...

hahah..time kasih cik HUSNA

3. Apakah method dalam penulisan anda ?

#hmm...kao ak pegi mane2, mesti ak tulis,

#kalo ak saket hati dbn org, kt sini la ak ngadu

#kalo ak ase nk mencarot2, kt sini jugakla ak carik

4. Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda ? Sebabnya ?
Penah...mmg penah ader, bila luahan hati aku diambush oleh org giler..

mmg giler habess!

5. Pernah tak ahli keluarga anda membaca blog anda dan ape kata mereka ?
bak kata ALI.."suda tentu tidakk.. itu keje gile,,
haha"

6. Apa perasaan anda apabile orang lain mengatakan bahawa anda punya blog ini buruk sedangkan masih ada yang mengatakan blog anda chantek ?
peoples, sometimes less is more oke..:))

7. Bilakah anda mempunyai blog ?
February 2009...hmm...tengs HUSNA

8. Siapakah orang pertama yang mengetahui anda mempunyai blog ?
Ak still ingt ag, Cik Husna Ahmad laa org pertama yg taw...

hahha

9. Apa perasaan anda apabila orang asyik mengatakan tentang blog anda di sekolah ?
ade ker??ade jerww.....tapi buat kembang semamngkuk jelaaa

10. 10 orang seterusnya untuk di-tag .
nape ramai sangat??

Cik Husna Ahmad

Cik Zahratulhayat

Cik Mak Lang

ermm...sape ag yaaa.....

CIk Faed

aiyoooo....

sape ag yaaaa....

Cik Aqiela.....

Wonerewooo....

haishhh...cikgu ak ajar, da cukup da 10 tuhhh!

:))

Busuks itu Teman!

2010-06-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

uhh...

pejam celik pejam ceik rupanya dah lama ak tinggalkan alam sekolah,

rasa baru mcm semalam koot ak duk SMK Sultan Mansor sambil flash back balik memories dat still linger in my head back.

Baru a few minutes ago pas hang out ngan member2 rapat sekolah dulu..tapi ade gak yang x dpat join sbb anak dara kan...hmm...

so, ak, Fendi, Zarah n Soh jela yg join ini lepaking di koptiam First Station...

Darik mula2 Zarah naek kete aku sampi la sudah, mmg kering la tekak ak duk bercakap bodo2 ngan die...hahaha

sumpah lawak!

yg ni lak Fendi AKA Mohd Nur Effendi Radzali

yg ni pon same 5 tahun gak kami duk sekalik.

one thing ak kalakr sal die, die selalu kene RABA ngan ak dalam kelas dulu!..

haaa...yang ni lak Soh AKA Solehah Ibrahim

yg ni len skit, kami sekelas 8 tahun oke...

hmm...

die ni blurr skit...sopan g2!..he3...

Cikgu kena la sopan kan...

ini Zarah AKA Siti Zaharah Yusoff,

Dulu selalu gaduh ngan dia dalam kelas,

da 5 tahun kami satu kelas

panggilan pertama ak kt dia, "SINGA"

I'm wondering mcm mana la die jadik real Nurse nanti..hmmm